@Alexx I'd advise getting into psychology more and finding love within oneself by daily affirmations and effort to grow, motivating yourself and getting support from real people close to you. Psychologist too. I think it's much more realistic than chasing for love of a being you have no idea if it's real. Believing in g** serves the same role as believing in yourself but it's also connected to huge propaganda as church was always historically the best way to control people into being obedient.
@decadentism Okay. "Church was always" "Chruch" Chruch isn't G**. Humans have free will. A lot of rude and evil people claim to be Christian. They hide behind Christianity to be evil. Believe me, G** speaks about this in the Bible. There is evil people everywhere. Every "group" has their evil people. That isn't G**'s fault when he made laws abt it. And he gave us free will because he loves us. If you look up "bible verses about christian behavior" it shows how the Bible calls Christians to act. But people just don't listen. I find it crazy that you think I'm crazy for loving G**. When the evidence of G** is everywhere. To the way humans are made to the Earth around us. There is so much evidence. :))