@Alexx I'd advise getting into psychology more and finding love within oneself by daily affirmations and effort to grow, motivating yourself and getting support from real people close to you. Psychologist too. I think it's much more realistic than chasing for love of a being you have no idea if it's real. Believing in g** serves the same role as believing in yourself but it's also connected to huge propaganda as church was always historically the best way to control people into being obedient.
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