@Foregroundeclispe hhhmmm I get it I forgot to view it at the emotional and mental aspect my bad
I mean i'll be honest I don't think I have found myself in that situation(or maybe I have but I did not realize it) but I do know how to put myself in peoples shoes plus i have a bright imagination to see myself in that kind of situation so i get it must be hard for you and Juhyeok 
hope you are doing better though
had to search up what dsyphoria meant looks like I gotta say thank you for adding a new word in my dictionary kind stranger
I mean i'll be honest I don't think I have found myself in that situation(or maybe I have but I did not realize it) but I do know how to put myself in peoples shoes plus i have a bright imagination to see myself in that kind of situation so i get it must be hard for you and Juhyeok hope you are doing better thoughhad to search up what dsyphoria meant looks like I gotta say thank you for adding a new word in my dictionary kind stranger
i refuse to believe xue meng did not end up with either or both of the mei hanxue brothers😞