Comment by V R on Blossoms of the White Night - Chapter 19

Comment on ChapterBlossoms of the White Night - Chapter 19
There are so many things Tei doesn't know, and he's trying to understand everything just by analyzing without asking, which leads him to overthink and make himself sick, that could happen. Besides, he only moves within the framework of political exchange. Every action he takes is to prove his worth or be of some use, not because he feels Shuraka loves him(he doesnt even think that). On top of that, he sees Shuraka as a superior whose orders must be followed.

Tei has only realized that Shuraka is obsessed with him, but he doesn't understand where that obsession comes from. He's analyzing it, but he doesn't see it as love,at least not yet. Also, Shuraka speaks very vaguely about things, never going deep. When Tei apologized in the carriage,for not being able to "please" him, so to speak—Shuraka didn't address that at all. He only reacted when Tei suggested he should look for someone else. He completely ignored how Tei was feeling and what he was trying to express. Shuraka is exerting control and power by saying things like, "I am the Padishah, you only need to stay by my side, you will never be alone again."
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@V R THAT IS WHAT SHURAKA WANTS. But what does Tei actually want? Shuraka has never once asked him that, and that's a huge problem.

The concubines situation will definitely become an issue, well it is a issue right now, and the male concubine even more so, because he could be someone who creates more conflict between them. I feel that if Tei finds out this person is being brought in as help, like someone to teach Shuraka how to be with men, Tei will feel SO MUCH WORSE. Not only that, but the brothers who hate Shuraka could use this against both Tei and Shuraka.

Honestly, I feel bad for Tei, his feelings are so valid.If I were Tei, I would want to escape,to run far away from there because I feel suffocated. His pain is only going to grow. He'll do whatever it takes to prove his worth, but in the end, that will only hurt him more.    Shuraka will regret this I know that
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@V R  Yes, he’s going to regret how he treated Tei , in the Korean version, there’s even a tag saying regretful top.