Comment by ok on Maeru

Nah , i always wanted a friend group or something like that when i was in grade 1 i'd always try to show off my English because thats all i was good at and i was getting sick of being lonely at grade 5. It started depression and being hopeless grade 6 i was just in denial and thought i'd get at least 1 friend. Later grade 11 i found a person i wanted to be friends with she would sometimes talk to me but, too bad she's one of the popular girls and she can't talk to me ,the quite kid so i'd always show up to school early just so it can be the 2 of us alone and then a while later, she was pushed Into the sea and they claimed it was supposed to be a joke, now that she's dead i have no one. 
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2020 
i got a friend group of people at my part-time of 4 people, and honestly.. i feel like i never wanted to be a part of this, it feels better to be alone.

i wished i could be the lonely kid i was once