This is getting so annoying and awkward and frustrating. The mc keeps torturing him like that going back and forth and himself as well by saying to himself that he's never going to admit it that he likes him too when he clearly knows that they both like each other. So why ?????? I really don't understand what he's thinking. It makes no sense at all. If he's scared of having s** then could just tell him, if he's embarrassed to say that likes him all that time then it's better to just tell him sooner rather than later because the more he waits the harder it will be to say that and all he's doing is torturing him and himself.