Okay, I don't know if I'm being biased rn since I connect with the MC and see myself in him a lot, but the comments bashing him without even trying to understand his character are pis**** me off. First of all, even if the ML forgives the MC, the Main character is used to self-sabotaging, he dosent wanna hurt the Main lover anymore, and constantly feels like he does, which would ruin their relationship even more. Second, the main character definitely avoids communication a lot of the time because it makes him vulnerable and dependent on someone. The Main character does love him, but it opens up his insecurities, and the judgment he'll get from his family, he wants to follow the expectations of the typical Omega and Alpha; he's scared of the judgment coming from him dating an Alpha. This might not make sense since I'm a sobbing mess right now and pis*** that YOU guys don't understand his character and refuse to. (and to top it all off, he's definitely an avoidant attachment style, which explains his doings ALOT.)