Comment by Sa Dowon is the sexiest Scorpio mann outta there and i hope i find someone like him❤❤☠🔥🚩👄😏 on 4 Week Lovers - Chapter 93

I wish i got my v card back.. he wasnt worth it at all. Not even a proper man let alone a boyfriend he never clarified he was. I got ghosted not long after doin it, like after a month. Been 2 or 3 months without texting each other but we still folllow on sm. Was i that unworthy for that shi*** ass****? Where did i go wrong? Now that i am tinted no one will ever wanna marry me and make me his family. Even tho i said no he proceeded to make his way into me. I shoulda been clearer and louder. Nvm, its all my fault for falling in love for the 1st time ever and for giving away my dignity, chastity, heart, body and trust only to be ruined in the worst way possible there was for a woman, like me. I sacrificed my studies in my 3rd year of high school and dropped from my good enough grades. I hope at least i make it into university. I was dumb. I shouldnt have. None of what i did. He came in the most peaceful i was and left me in the worst terrible state. ( for info we didnt even finish he just thrusted a few times i didnt even feel a thing inside me except of my blood and the unbearable pain. Couldnt sit straight for 3 days. Bleeding went on for 2 days str8. He didnt even finger me he just rubbed. The perfect example of the worst boy not including other things). Totally ruined past no repair....