@Aeufaerda i always told my mum as little kid when it was just me her and nan that i couldn't wait to grow up, she'd tell me that i can wait and life just gets real sh**, and now i understand when she'd tell me that, i want go go back to being 3 when it was only me her and nan in that old house, nan died and that house was knocked down in seconds, now i know why mum said life was sh**😀