@SecondCherieLover don't come at me but author did a good job at making him attractive I hate him just like y'all but the question you asked only applies to us people bc we know his character but ari finds him attraction because he is. He looked cute in that marriage register pannel
In case no one has told you, you're gorgeous, you're strong, you're precious, you can do this you've got this. And it's going to be okay trust me :)