Ugh... feel disgusted that he had s** just so not to "lose" his friend. That's such a bad idea....s** for any other reason than love or if you're genuinely physically attracted on both sides, is a very bad idea. Everyone who did that once in their life will tell you. And he did it over a period of time! .... it's so disrespectful to himself. This must feel awful by itself. But what I can't understand is, he did this while being in love with someone else!?!! That would be my ultimate emotional protection to not give in to anything sexual, for whatever reason!!