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AkumuOtaku Rising·1 day ago

Hey so I came here because idk where else to go asking for advice. So I kinda cheat for my math and like my parents and sibling are always talking about how smart I am when I really am not, but I can’t bring my self to tell them nor the willpower to catch up to where I’m supposed to be in math and like I don’t really know what to do I could prolly catch up because tbh I’m going into first year of middle school but am taking algebra but I keep telling myself it is okay because of that which it isn’t . but like idk can someone give me some advice as to what I should do because I keep on feeling really guilty whenever they say I’m “smart” and what’s bad is I’m surrounded by others my age and who are actually smart and where I’m supposed to be in math and I don’t know some times I get intrusive thoughts (like no suicidal or anything just kinda dark and I do not mean to be over dramatic I just idk I really need advice from someone older or something )……..

Currently trying to stay off the internet and focus on my studies 
Anime-planet username: Narumi11

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Lunna
LunnaManga Newbie·1 day ago
@Akumu idk what to say but if you can catch up go for it as constantly comparing yourself with others ain't helping you and they aren't smart they just work hard baby you do too 💪🏻
@Akumu noooo its totally right
Like but its still kinda sad if u cheat nd ur parents think ur smart but I totally get u its not easy
For me math's was never easy but u can get better at it by practicing nd dont feel guilty
Ur still young broooo dont stress
Just keep on working hard
Nd if it makes u feel better let ne tell u I fcking for the damn first time failed any subject nd ofc it was math(it was like the midterms) but I remember my parents told me to keep practicing nd its alright nd i kid u not i fcking scored so high like I had only 2 questions wrong which were like 2 marks each nd i was so proudpepe stickerIts alr need working hard 
Cause at the end thats wt matters
Moon
MoonRank D Adventurer·1 day ago(edited)
@Gemini even I don’t know if it will work but it did for me i always have a heavy amount of self confidence in myself. So whenever you study think you know everything( if not me than who )its my mantra i will just suggest you two things first if you can try than start studying from basics second ) whichever parent you are close to start giving them hints that you can’t keep up with the pace and all and you need break or you have lost your interest in that subject.. I babbled alot i think lol ps (guilt will only pile up and will take you nowhere so its better to move on I know its not easy but give it a try)
@Moon nah its always welcome to babble with me i m a pretty good listener Anyways I think u were tyna say this to the original commenter Cause ummmm i already completed my 12 grade nd have given my that uni entrance exam Sooooooo ummmmm (The thing i said in my comment above was from when I was in 8 grade) 😂😂
Moon
MoonRank D Adventurer·1 day ago
@Gemini what is this happening 😭😭 where am I commenting i think my mind is still stuck in my physics paper
@Moon 😂😂😂😂😂 I knew it u tagged me wrong 😂 Its alr phy is a sub where ur brain will be cooked burned nd ashed 👻👻
Moon
MoonRank D Adventurer·1 day ago
@Gemini yeah I double checked on which chat I commented to find i tagged wrong 😭 Phy ily
Yohan go
Yohan goBattle-Hardened·1 day ago
@Akumu OKAYY HIII I’m older I’m 17 but for algebra I’d say you really just have to make it a game for your Self but it’s also mostly stuff you learn in elementary you just use letters more I can’t help much cause I’m not the best at math but I’m pretty good at algebra so if you need help with any math in algebra I’m here just not for geometry I barely passed 🥀
Honey bee
Honey beeShonen Spirit·1 day ago
@Akumu first get off from the internet. You're just about go in middle school, ur studies r fked up and u r here with a long a*s bio telling ur love for bl?!?! Be fr rn. Go get a tutor or do online class so u can catch up. U need some reality check.
Akumu
AkumuOtaku Rising·23 hours ago
@Moon firstly I hope this goes to all of you. I want to thank all of you for the advice. And yeah @honey bee I do need to get off the internet thank you for that harshness it is needed. Anyway I just wanted to say thank you and yeah I will try to start from where I know and try to go fast and get back to where I need to be! Again I know this is like the third time but really THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!