No i think he mean he can finally feel love in his heart
Or let me explain
So as you can see that green nasty the one who make his past love gone because of that i think he is traumatized of loved but when he meet our baby he can feel sweetness/happyness on him but when he gone he gonna be sick or trauma again so that why he keep seeing our baby i also think what that nasty green say is true but he didn't know about green nasty saying he using the baby so that why he keep s** with our baby 