@Bi Curious degenerate RIGHT!!! when I first started reading BL i could easily feel the butterflies but now I feel nothing, unless i get ho***. but now, Perfect Buddy is latterly the only BL that still gives me the butterflies, so that's why I'm so hooked to the storyline. sm** has desensitized me. and sh** got worst cuz i started reading gore a** sh** to feel something but even that didn't help. thank g** I'm passed this phase of my life, sh** was crazy. but ye..