Comment by fcked up14y on Alexx

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@Alexx sweetie im really happy that you dont have suicidal thoughts and you are not depressed anymore, but i dont think it has something to do with g**, i think its just an auto conviction that you are happy, so if thats what it needs to keep you with us, im a little less mad.
 I ll start with the he** thing, i dont think he** its a bad place without g**, cause g** made suffer many people, even his own believers and i dont really think he would mind making eternal suffer someone who doesn't belive. so i pretty much said the same thing lol. what i meant in this one was is: he** is a place, createt by gods.
By rules (sorry i didnt explain myself) i meant the moral rules, like dont listen to certain music.
For me the music thing is crazy, cause im sorry but cristian music sucks so bad, i would cry my entire life if i could listen to Billie Eilish.
And i DO think jesus existed, but i think of him just like a preacher, and i read an article on "Sacra Sindone" (idk know if it has an english name,but i ll say it in italian lmao) by some newspaper with a good reputation that the Sindone could have been on a statue and not a human, but still there is a doubt.
anyway rn im tired, but still im glad you found a way to stop the thoughts and that you are no more depressed.

(i know that in this message i wrote so many time i think lol, pls have mercy🥰🥰🥰
you ll find there s never anytime for babes and wine
I CANT CHANGE THE PFP HELP ME PLIS🫩

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@fcked up14y  
Im glad you're happy for me!! And the thing abilout G** not helping could be true. I'm trust saying it's a lot of crazy coincidences, for example: bryce crawford's story. There is this only fans artist that did a complete 180. I mean sure, she could be lying, but her aura/vibe speech and over all behavior is 100% different. There are people who believe in a different religion that came to Christianity because G** provides so much love and comfort that other religions can't. Also it's not just me. It's my family and sibling and grandparents noticed my change. I was so different, mean. I was a terrible big sister. My siblings cuddle and sleep with me now. They hug me and want to play with me all the time. (The are younger than 10) They actually enjoy me. And my grandma and papa noticed it too. Because I was so disrespectful to them. Then they would give me stuff ofc, but now he enjoy watching shows with me they give me an allowance and gave me amazing presents on my birthday. And we hang out and go to church together. It's crazy how much I have changed. And sure it's possible, but it was supernatural how much I have changed for the better. G** doesn't make me suffer. Sure life is hard, I still have chores, I still get mad and sad and cry. But it's like, with G** everything is toned down. Everything is bareable. And it's 100% true tha children of G** get sad. If it's related to G**, it's not really suffering because we have a relationship with G**. He is like our bestie or dad. And even in human relationships sometimes things get rocky, the thing with G** is that he doesn't get tired of us and leave. He doesn't get mad and leave us. He waits for us with open arms and a party every time.
@fcked up14y  
Christian music does not suck!! I like R& B (Claudia Isaki - softer I like calm stuff. Marathon is my fav) and Jazz (Emma Nissen! She is AMAZINGGG! He runs and mouth trumpet is INSANE! Breathe, Am I enough, love like you) then we got SONDAE (show me your nature) LORD's child got a Tyler the creator thing going on. (heaven ) who is a hip hop type thing? Idk his genre but he is amazing. And Lena Jade is kinda like Billie Eilish and Clairo. (Her song slave gives Clario vibes) Then the song Jubilee by Jacube is upbeat and fun! Matthew 5 by Terrian & Anike. Then Gable Price and friends are rock and I loved them. Their song brother jack and heretic is AMAZING! If you have watched perks of being a wallflower, the tunnel scene literally needddss this song: First Love by young oceans. Like kinda old fashioned. Like we can be hero's but it's chill and amazing. Last but not least, Leslie Perez slowly. We literally got Christian rock, indie, jazz, hip hop, rap (ion like rap but there is a LOT of Christian rappers), K-pop, krap, bossa nova ( I really like one, it's in Spanish it's called Sabor A mar) also this other genre it's like the deathtones idk the name fr (Vanity by changethewxrld). So Christian music isn't really boring. It's like secular music but about loving G**...  Talent is talent. And Christian's werent always Christian's who listened to Christian music, so they would ofc make music that they like and made it Christian. Listening to a couple of Christian music and assume all is trash is unfair 😭