@Red CookieMonster Being in bdsm doesn't mean manipulating someone's feelings like this. They can do whatever they want in bed by saying where their intrestes lie. This is just awful considering what Hoin went trough with red hair. It's basically ptsd by how he was acting. If I was choosing a word certain moments made me feel, it'd be disgusting. The author writes really well this type of thing tho... disgusting but there is still something that has us hooked up and makes us come back to i