Oh Garam. I know you love Jaehyuk. I know you're terrified and can't function. I see your reflex kicking in but you're going to have to swallow that fear. You're have to have some faith in yourself. You've survived worse. You deserve good things buddy. Step up. You're lucky Jae is such an obstinate man. But Garam you're being cruel you're hurting everyone. Deep breaths, take a leap.