Da**... I really relate to this guy .. gonna rant a bit... Hope no one's bothered... Just need to get some weight off my chest
I've been a topper at early age... A good student and son .. but always came 2nd... And parents were really never proud of what I achieved rather said next time you gotta be 1st... and then got some family issues and never really had any passion for anything... I'm wasting my life out... Giving college finals now but still not studying at all... Had some talent for music, art, cooking... And some more things but never practiced and really wasn't trying hard at all...
If anyone is in the same position as me ... I beg you.. don't waste your life... Try your best.. don't give up... Don't be like me.... Uncertain if you should see another day or not... Uncertain about the future... Just.. don't be a failure like me man
I used to think I was weird... Bt some of y'all make me question humanity
@IshiDeD feel you man, cause everything was easy to me, boxing, computer scienece, swimming, I'm a little decent in everything but not specialised in anything, undecisive etc. Should focus on something for years to excel at, otherwise you get bored of stuff fast becaue it's easy and you switch real quick not even getting to the actual hard parts. But when now I decided to stick to computer science, I finished a couple of math coursed and programming courses, and only now, I know what I actualy don't know, and now im challenged enough to stay, but It's only because I finished those 11 courses.
@IshiDeD To be honest I'm not like you guys and surely much worse but at the early age i stopped working hard and accepted if anyone has expectations on me or not, i choose to live my life at my own pace... take things i can do and try some challenges. I admired you guys as how impressive you reach on those hardworks you done.
@Anemic Patient No.0 you're doing great at life then bruv... Trust me... I envy nothing more than people with motivation to even a single step... keep progessing at your own pace... It's more valuable than any given talent in this world
@mk it's painful right? Being average at everything but to always fall short? But really happy you got your life kinda set up... I'm also interested in Software but again gotta do good in college finals for that... Wish me luck
@IshiDeD fr, i have this toxic innate mindset of "why would i try hard for something as simple as this." it's not something that I developed, it's just some sort of there. I can tell im considerably more capable than the rest but I can't seem to find enough reason to drive out my potentia, I feel like there's something wrong with me that's stagnating my very being.
@IshiDeD I understand what you mean about your life going from an all high to an all low, I have talent when it comes to quite a few things like sport, science, math, acting, but I recently got into a manipulative relationship so bad it crushed me. Now im more of a lazy unsociable bi*** than ever before, and im guessing its probabaly gonna stay that way for the rest of my life
