@Flower 521 actually marriages aren't beautiful. its not butterflies and fairies. yes it partly fun, there are moments. but its more so, if the people in the relationship can get through problems and issues together. sometimes the problems can be soooooo simple but bad communication makes it worst. idk theres just so many layers to marriage. but it more like a sacrifise to the other person. not like kneeling down to them. but letting go of ur ego n stuff and finding a mutual understanding with your significant other/s. I hope u find that future ur looking for. also i totally understand this trauma. glad ur not letting this generational trauma depict ur future, unlike me....I wish u the best stranger xo