I get the feeling that she genuinely has feelings for him. Probably not love but at least something.
I also think that while she definitely isn't a good person, that black mist thingy that she callled a "g**" is helping her and/ or pressing her to do stuff for it?
She still sucks though.
𝜗𝜚 𝒞ℯ𝓇𝓉𝒾𝒻𝒾ℯ𝒹 𝓈𝒾𝓂𝓅 𝜗𝜚
𝓘’𝓶 𝓪 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓸 𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓹 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴!
𝓑𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓵𝓮 𝓪𝓱𝓱 𝓰𝓲𝓰𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓽 𝓫𝓵.
໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১