Guys u can tell that I'm crazy but there it goes my theory:
Remember when Ian said that without what he needed to do, there wouldn't be a tomorrow for 'em (Ian + Jo)?
I think he loves TJ but he CANNOT live a life that he wants w Jo, while TJ is alive. Maybe, juuuust maybe, he intends to end TJ's life for him to be free.
I don't know nothing anymore.
But I can asure one thing... this whole 💩 is fckn painful n burdensome to the core 💔
Ian literally threw himself into the line of fire without a second thought to save TJ... and that internal monologue was about returning to him. He's done with Jo permanently
