Comment by danelly on Pond Snail Robber - Chapter 18

I just remembered that in eight grade

 My bestie's (not anymore) friend (not me) said that my bestie had a secrete about me. And I was so confused. So I begged my bestie to tell me but she didn't. Like I was thinking she hated me or thought I was annoying or thought I should die or something bad about me right. I was depressed and had 1 friend okay. So I convinced my bestie to tell me and she said she'd tell me in the bathroom. So I followed happily but worried at the same time. And dude she confessed......like what???? Anyway turns out she'd liked me for the past 3 months and everybody in class knew even the lower class knew.....and I was so mf clueless that I didn't notice. So uhm at that time I was straight??? I don't know if I'm straight??? Or bi???? I'm still finding out and anyway like this reminds me of how clueless people can be. And months later like 6 months after I realized that she'd once told me she loved me on discord. (It was nighttime) I fr just thought "oh wow we such good friends that we can say that to each other now" but to me it still felt awkward. So I said googndighy. And realized how she'd always hug me. 

idk how I didn't notice....what I don't get IS HOW SHE DIDNT THINK OF ASKING ME MY SEXUAILTY LIKE BI*** ASK ME BEFORE CONFESSING......it's not rude or anything.....🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ omg we were eight graders