Comment by Akemi on Random commenter

@Random commenter Yeah no problem! Now I just talk about it freely because it might help someone else! It took about 2 years to get over it. I still have nightmares about it sometimes but i cant change the past so might as well forget about it. What happened was i had just started 6th grade he had just started 8th grade we met on the bus(((He was 15 I just turned 12))) I had never liked someone till i met him and he lived right down the road from me(((still does))) One day he asked me to meet up and he came to my house no one was home but me. He said that we should just watch a movie and cuddle so i said yes((we weren't dating i was just dumb)) He started to grab my thigh and other places and i acted like i didn't feel it until he full on grabbed me and pinned me down. He then kissed me without my permission i tried to get him off of me and he wouldn't move and continued to touch me. I was so shocked i stoped fighting and just blanked out. The next thing I knew i heard knocking on the door (((We were in the living room)) So he got off me and it was my friend from across the street bringing me vegetables from her garden. She could tell i wasn't well so she asked me to come over. i said yes and left him at my house alone. When i got back he was gone. I didn't sleep for months because i was scared he was gonna come back and ra** or kidnap me. I went to therapy for 3 months but it didn't do anything.  I got over it with time Im still not completely over it but i am way better than i was. Im more mad than anything because he almost took all my firsts he took my first kiss and he was the first person to ever touch me like that and I wanted to save my kiss for a special person. After that I ended up getting home schooled so i wouldn't see him again