aw man, life's rlly tough for u huh? Im srry that ur going through that :(
i dont wanna say that i went through similar experiences cus everbdy's experiences are different and hard in their own way. so what i can say is to look forward, cus thats what i did, if u know ur imperfections, then try ur best to better urself and show that ur not who ppl think u are. show them that ur bttr.
it took me a while to work on bettering myself but im doing it slowly. im looking towards bttr things and it gives me a positive mindset. its all about mentality bro. Nobody's life is pathetic, its just different.
I hoped this helped bro. Im apiring to be like the person who is helping me become a bttr me :)
Im an artist and my music taste varies. Yh....thats all. Nothing interesting here.
sorry if I said something offensive, I don't think I meant it :3