@Kaizen wanna suck ur deck. bro, what kind of past do you have for wanting to read those lmao, but I can undurstand it because of the fact that it got so romantized it looks nearly normal. But I have a question, imagine a book about this (pédophilia) with the FF thing you talked about, but it's not po**, there's scene of FF s** but it's still a psycho'ogical horror so we follow the story of the child who gets a used, would you still like the FF and if yes would you feel guilty, bcs in this case it wouldn't be romantized unless maybe in the FF scene (this looks like I'm using you as an experiment lmao)
I'm interested in Kaizen's answer, too. But for me I'm really drawn to and love fictional stories with abuse. I actually don't like when it's pornographic. I like when it delves really deep into the psychological effects that sh** has on the victim and the reasons why the perpetrator did it. I find it both infuriating and thrilling at the same time. I've had a traumatic past with family members dying and bullying, etc., so I'm pretty sure that has something to do with it.
@Popop it surely has something to do with it, and I undurstand your vision about it, also I like the choice of words you used to be able talk about this sensitiv subject.