Imma talk about mah crushiecake (I just gotta let this out because I won't see him anymore)
Ever since I started reading this manga, It made me realize why he's so obsessed with this ToT. It may not be obvious, but I'm a nerd with low social skills :,)). My classmates always compliment me like "We got beauty and brain over here" and "Can you transfer your brain cells to me" and some stuff. The reason why I'm trying to do my best in acads is to make him notice me. He's also smart, but he's more outgoing, but he doesn't talk nor interact with me. That's why I decided to do the things he likes instead of only impressing him through academics. He quite enjoys playing chess, reading his fav mangas, and watching his fav animes, playing online games, playing badminton, and playing sudoku. He shares a lot of posts on facebook, which is why I know his interests. I stalk him a lot, but not in the creepy way :,)). We just recently graduated from high school when my friend suddenly told me that my crush knew that I've liked him from the start. WHY TF DID I TELL THIS TO HIS CLOSE FRIEND (that friend is a girl... ) The thoughts that went to my mind were, "He knew all along?" "Did he avoid me because he knew I like him? "Am I not really that lovable?" "Why am I so dumb when it comes to love?" "Should I really confess my feelings?" Since he knew everything already, I decided to give up. It felt like I was rejected flatly on my face. I realized that fiction will never be a reality.
Ever since I started reading this manga, It made me realize why he's so obsessed with this ToT. It may not be obvious, but I'm a nerd with low social skills :,)). My classmates always compliment me like "We got beauty and brain over here" and "Can you transfer your brain cells to me" and some stuff. The reason why I'm trying to do my best in acads is to make him notice me. He's also smart, but he's more outgoing, but he doesn't talk nor interact with me. That's why I decided to do the things he likes instead of only impressing him through academics. He quite enjoys playing chess, reading his fav mangas, and watching his fav animes, playing online games, playing badminton, and playing sudoku. He shares a lot of posts on facebook, which is why I know his interests. I stalk him a lot, but not in the creepy way :,)). We just recently graduated from high school when my friend suddenly told me that my crush knew that I've liked him from the start. WHY TF DID I TELL THIS TO HIS CLOSE FRIEND (that friend is a girl... ) The thoughts that went to my mind were, "He knew all along?" "Did he avoid me because he knew I like him? "Am I not really that lovable?" "Why am I so dumb when it comes to love?" "Should I really confess my feelings?" Since he knew everything already, I decided to give up. It felt like I was rejected flatly on my face. I realized that fiction will never be a reality.
⋆｡°✧~The dirtier the better~✧°｡⋆
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˚₊‧ ୨ Recommend me some fluffy bl shounen ai pls! ୧ ‧₊˚
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