@Bunny Idk im rereading this and I get her confusion. She has mentioned he has never shown her much interest and left everything up to his butler. Neither made effort to see one another and he took her on as a wife while she was a child.
I just like to binge read stories and put off assignments so I don't have a single thought in my brain. 
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