I have a best friend and she is basically the only friend who I have close to me and my parents live separately bcuz they have different jobs in different cities, I introduced my best friend to instagram a few years ago (lmao sounds kinda funny ik but were not underage or anything since im 17 and shes 18) bcuz she really wanted to be famous n sh**, now she pretty much ignores me and doesn't ever actually wanna hang out with me bcuz she thinks she'll lose followers n sh** if she hangs out with me. On the rare times we meet up she is always busy taking selfie of herself rather than talking to me. Seems like a pretty boring and smol thing when I say it but it actually feels really bad. I've made one suicide attempt but failed and now I'm thinking of one more lol wish me luck on succeeding yall:))
I need me a guy TT
