lu feng can't even try to make feel yichen what he went through? He said " How it feels to be helpless where none of ur pleas are getting heard and seeing someone whom u love with other person intimate" that's exactly he felt all these years. I don't understand why writers always make their characters suffer this much that death feels like a mercy. That character has to beg his life to make him free of his human body. Now story has surpassed the blame game thing and has reached to the part where they are only inflicting pain to each other specially lu feng because he want yichen to understand how he felt. Why authors have to make their characters fell in love so deeply that even after this much pain they keep falling for each other and only wish to be with each other happily? Did lufeng had prostitution or anyone during his US time? I don't remember but I think no. (But if yichen really did almost forgot lufeng. I know I don't want to comment on their looks... but you are right, none of them looks even half as pretty as Xiao Chen... I guess the secretary is deliberately choosing not good looking ones. i think from the first one when lufeng tells him how to act he doesnt sleep with them he just uses them. I guess the secretary is deliberately choosing not good looking ones