I can understand how he's feeling right now.. being in all people's attention because of just being little special than normal people. And trying not to disappoint or upset people over by his own decision.. he must be feeling so lost, don't know what to do.. he can't hurt the person he love but he can't also disappoint his mom and auntie.. even though they didn't say anything, the fear of rejection of them.. their sad expression might be haunting him.. we can't just blame on him..