Comment by Blvynx on lucy

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Blvynx
BlvynxMember·3 months ago(edited)
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@lucy Gurl, being considerate for someone like treating them to meal and still trying to respect them as a person even after the unwanted thing that they've done to you is playing with feelings? Juhyeok just wanted to be accommodating because he KNOWS how messy and AWKWARD their situation is (asking for someone's c*m even though you hated how the situation escalates just for the bare minimum of stability is awkward as h*ll). Su Ah just went with his own delusions and expected that Juhyeok reciprocates his feelings even after all the YEARS of rejection and clear boundaries from Juhyeok, he's the one creating complications out of his own obsessive tendencies. Su Ah is not some naive alpha, he should know how to stop and step back if someone refuses to see his worth, but no, he keep forcing closeness and crosses boundaries with the excuse of 'protection' that leads them into this unwanted situation. His body was altered to the point that even suppressants no longer works for him. You can't frame Su Ah as the sole victim when he's the one who forced and conditioned Juhyeok to need him, his love can't erase this impact.

And just because Juhyeok is an omega doesn't mean biology should forbid everyone like him to prove theirselves(not all omegas should be treated as someone fragile that needs protection, or be looked down to.), biology shouldn't be a reason to restrict someone to do whatever they want, and in the end martial art helped him from almost getting sa'd. Saying that Su Ah's non-consensual pheromone interference just to protect Juhyeok from other alphas are valid because it benefited him in the end ignores that it has a NEGATIVE IMPACT, making Juhyeok lost his bodily autonomy and now had to depend on Su Ah just to stay stable. Both characters are messy, but only one of them got their body changed unwillingly without their consent, people shouldn't forget that fact.
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@Blvynx Girl, I read this and you're right. I still feel for both of them and I can't really hate either even after what Su-ah did because they were really close as children and the sudden distance Juhyeok took must've hurt Su-ah terribly. I still don't know why Juhyeok acted like it was Su-ah's fault that he became an omega (I read somewhere that it was because Su-ah somehow made that happen as a dominant alpha but I'm not too sure I saw that being explained in the story, I forget) and obviously that grief probably explains Su-ah's persistence/denial but doesn't excuse it. Hopefully both of them can navigate these feelings healthily in the future but yes, I agree. You totally clocked me