....if he'll got into an accident and die or lost memories or break a leg or... if _anything_ happens to him I'll rebel.
Just so you know My Dear Author.
i'm just saying it case, because I have a feeling this is where everything will go down, so... Don't dare to ruin it. just don't.
I love those "dangerous" BL-s, that's not the problem. i just don't see a plot here at all, just like IRL, and I... I just have this uneasy feeling that something random will happen now, just like happens sometimes IRL.
(And I'm scared to check the tags, I'm sure there's no 'drama" or "tragedy" or anything, but that would just calm me down falsely, cause who on earth would spoil their ongoing story like that...? so tags won't help either, and i'm... scared.
I don't even like the dude that much, but it would be a FANTASTIC story if he suddenly dies and our poor little seal had to raise the kid, since she has nobody else... And he has to fought for her with the Child Protective Services to keep her, foster her, adopt her, whatever, deal with grief, loneliness as a forever broken heart, while reminded every day by that little face what he had lost, who he had lost, and that it's not his job to raise someone else's kid, he has nothing to do with the baby, and it's just so painful he has nothing to with her, the one and only thing He left behind, and still can't let her go and move on, just stuck in this he** where he has a hard time dealing with loving the baby and hate her at the same time, because it's a blessing and a curse at the same time, that he always see Him in her, every single moment, etc, imagine, just imagine what a rich and complex and meaningful story woult it be, what a deep painful and heartbreaking and beautiful journey to a man's heart who choose to dedicate his whole life for someone's child he once loved for a few weeks, growing old whle living someone else's life, in regret, anger, denial, pain, and still in love and peace, an so on... What a fantastic story, it's so great I actually want it to happen, cause if we won't get it, we all loose something important, and I don't want to miss it somehow...
...And that's why I'm SCARED.
