@mygoldencum honey do u mind elaborating more on "...only spent his time looking down on him"
cz if u meant the part where he gave him money for a ride home then it's literally cuz that's how he came to show love. imagine all this while the people that surrounded u are just in it for the benefits.
In the given perspective of Jooin, Yahwi was thinking of him cheaply when in reality that was all he cud give, he only knew how to set value by materialistic things as that was afterall what people seemed to find 'mattters' - to please the people around him so theyd stick aroound.
CHAPTER 39 " i'm giving you everything you want, what more do you want from me?" Yahwi was questioning what he couldve done more cs he was GENUINELY jst a confused boi who cudnt understand what Jooin wanted from him since Jooin himself never communicated it out. Yahwi only did what he logically thought wud win Jooin over. "i’ll treat you well, better than any guy you’ll ever meet. ur the only one I’d say that stuff for” to Yahwi THATS his standard of love, thats the most he can offer to show how ‘special’ jooin is. To others and Jooin thats not enough but to Yahwi whos giving him his all, Jooin is asking for smth he was nvr acquainted with.
Yahwi isnt perfect because he's the representation of a human. He makes mistakes and tries o fix them, he wants to be a better person, isn't that the thought we've all had at one time? "Live as if you are not a human" that’s not a lesson, it is the conclusion with which he has lived.