i was raised with fighting parents and almost no friends, some people also deceived me during school because i don't understand when people are acting mean towards me as i only get straightforward, direct, communication and take people's words in a literal sense, so i can't pick up the actual meaning behind them. for the past 2 years i literally only see my parents every single day, but i absolutely love my mom, my dad is the problem, but that never made me seek someone to fill a gap that i know it always existed. i just keep loving the things i love and doing my own thing, the person who'll love me will appear when i'm ready for a relationship, i'll never rush anything.
when i was younger i decided to wait until i was an adult to read adult things, or until i felt like i was mature enough to do so, because i understood it wouldn't be okay of me to "hurt" myself that way and should learn about proper relationships. i'm not ridiculing anyone, i'm just genuinely worried about younger people. i mean, at 13 years old i was still playing with toys and playing club penguin with my sibling, that's why i say young people SHOULD enjoy their childhood. it's just really out of genuine concern. (1/2)
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