@SonELF It's true he would have save himself from some of the hardships if he had been honest, but I get why he wasn't. Sejin feared rejection and abandonment more than anything. He had a fleeting sense of belonging with Ido after they started to fall for each other. He was too weak to say anything for fear of losing that connection. Was it the right move? No, but I get why he felt how he did. And yes, the words he chose after being violated were very poor (and maybe a bit contrived), but he felt he had lost any connection they had by that point and thought it was on Ido's say so. He had been wallowing in loneliness for weeks at that point. He wasn't about to just say the most awful thing which ever happened to him to someone he thought no longer cared.