@Lazily Im sryy but i also read it a long time ago it was eitehr he tried to kill himself or juyean hurt him or trauma I forgot but ill give you a link https://dokumen.pub/empathy-and-the-novel-019517576x-9780195175769-9781429491938.html but plz don't share it it took so much digging to find a link😭
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