Comment by Sour Cinnamin on Barge In - Chapter 50

@Sour Cinnamin Yeah I'm begging too.. but if the artist follow the novel's story then we'll be disappointed unfortunately

@Mary  
Yep im sooo not happy with the ending in the novel.

@Antitherapist please tell me a lot of spoilers pleaseeee

@maracuja  
In case yall are tired of waiting for updates
Idk how to mark as spoiler so read at ur own risk
Shin hae...watever the white lion dude gets caught and feels rlly guilty and during interrogation and tries to blow his brains out. Mc doesnt know
* the prince tries out heroine
Rapist Ml wants mc to gain prince trust
Mc and he go out to se a play or smthing but sh** goes wrong and they get caught up and hurt in a police riot and protest cuz of stupid prince and take a teen to hospital. There mc overhears chiwoo talking abt shin and gets mad.
Ofc ml beats him and abuses him that happens soo much im cant.
Prince wants to take mc with him to military so ml needs to help convince the uncle. Hes the uncle who is also commander and ml acts as a pimp. Takes mc where he gets BRUTALLY gang raped by the soldiers ....bro idk how i kept reading i had to take breaks like close my phone and put my head in my hands like what did mc do to deserve anything ...the only reason he had a temper was as a defense mechanism its so tragic and ive been raised to think suicide is never a resort but here i genuinely wanted mc to end it because u srsly cannot expect him to live on or recover.huuuu.
Anyways...

@Antitherapist  He enters the corps and gets a roommate who is a spy from white lion and ml knows this and plans on using him and mc. The roommate,  kang realises that mc was being horribly abused and knew cha moeun. Prince sees marks on mc of abuse and asks ml to figure out whats going on. Ml brings uo mc's past where he was gng rped at 18 by his "friends" they decide to go to his hometown and on the way complete 2 other missions . Prince suffers extreme withdrawal and brutally bites mc hand tearing his flesh . They still go to his hometown in that condition to get revenge. A lot happens later ask if u wanna know but honestly dont invest ur energy its draining

@Antitherapist  Chiwoo turns out was only violent towards mc and threw a few punches and insults to get him in line but gets diagnosed with explosive disorder and starts warming up to mc plays video games and stuff. Mc gets attached and he even apologized for the friends death later. But...ughh he gets shot but survives thank g**

@Antitherapist I'm socked bro I can't even describe my emotions rn.. like, I'm literally stunned. And the BIG A** PROBLEM IS WHY THE MC WOULD STAY WITH ANY OF THEM.. Bro f them all just run to another country and live alone.. it's better to live alone than meet any of these ppl.. Tbh I concluded from all this that the one who's really mentally ill and need therapy is the MC himself.. bcs no sane person would accept all this and still love with his abuser and his misery's main reason *happily ever after*.. but well.. I saw more horrible stories so I'll just consider this one not as a dark romance bl story but a psychological one.. it's much better seeing that way and no expecting goodness from anybody in this manhwa 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🚶🏻♀️🚶🏻♀️🚶🏻♀️

@Mary   yeaa he develops sleepwalking and bro ofc they dont live happily ever after i still have 6 chs left and i cant bring myself to read them plus it seems mc has given up on getting ml to redeem himself or regret and HE KEEPS RPING HIMM OMG as much as mc fights now his impotence has been fixed btw that suckss soo muchh ughhhhhh he screams stop but ml never does im cant... i just this fuc**** story made me decide to take a break and actually study.i dont evn have exams

Also more horrible stories where? Give recs i sorta wanna suffer so i can get lock in and study

@Antitherapist if you didn't try the manhwa "killing stalking" then do.. it'll torture you enough ig