it's really hard I know for u ka ng moo to keep those desires under control for instance look at me I try everyday to keep my desires to read bl under control as it is morally wrong in many ways also there is things which goes against my religion and so I try yo supress it but since I have already taste this ecstasy I cannot refrain myself from reading if I try not to think about it then that propels me to think more and then it leads to imagination and then suddenly I am out of control and so I pick up my phone and read again so people it is how it is
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