I believe it's because he has always like, had a hard time with his true feelings. Like he claims he knows his feelings well but he actually doesn't so It's hard to show what ur real feelings r if u don't understand them urself. So yeah yeah (Idk what I'm talking abt my head hurts so bad while weiting this and I'm ion the verge of fainting so just ognore this)
WASSUP I LIKE WOMEN and men too unfortunately