Comment by Akemi on Home page

( Message 1/?)

Guys this has been a really hard decision for me and I can't believe I'm doing this but I'm deleting my account within these next 24 hours.

This is so if you have anything to say to me you can do it before I leave.

You might have noticed that I tried to take a one-month break but that didn't go through as planned because I was still on here.

(just not as much)

I got really depressed because of this.

I realized a lot of my validation comes from getting friends' replies on here.

Since I have no social media platform other than YouTube I was/am badly addicted.

Not only was I checking my computer every 5 minutes I would cry if I didn't get any notifications one day.

While all of this was happening my dog (my angel now) got hit by a vehicle and I got to make the desition to put her down or not.

This was hard on me in lots of ways.

Today I got her paw print and a nose print in the mail.

Back to the website.

I am blessed to be a part of this community.

...but I'm a Christian and I got to a Pentecostal church.

So reading bl or sm** is a sin basically and I'm trying to put that out of my life.

69time
Jeo
MIYA
Unknown
Random commenter
Uwu
Murderiaao
Yanagi
Zei
Love you

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AkemiMember·2 years ago

( Message 2/?)

With that being said I'm also on the youth worship team so it feels wrong when I'm up on the alter, sometimes,

because I feel as I'm wrong to be their and its not heathy.

Im also going to end 8th grade this year and start 9th

And since 3 of my teachers recomed me for honors I'm taking...

Algebra 1 honors, English (something i don't remember) honors, and, Biology honors

all in my first year of highschool.

Im also working on myself personally and started taking piano classes.

So its in my best interest to leave.

AkemiMember·2 years ago

( Message 3/?)

I want to say thank you to all the people who have been their for me first starting with my bbg!!!!♥

69time or Kat

You were the first person to ever interact with me on mb.

You have always been their to make me laugh and smile.

When i was sad or going through something you were always there.

You made me feel loved in the time i most needed it without even knowing!!!!

I love you more than you know and I will always be grateful for you,

Thank you so much for bringing me joy and laughter in times of my healing and brokenness in the short time I've known you!!!!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pepe sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago

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The second person I want to say thank you to is

Random commentor.

Ive struggled with many many things since I met you I've felt a lot more at ease when problems com my way.

You made me realize there is always a solution to any problem i have big or small.

You've helped me figure out what I think is right and wrong as a Christian teenager in the 2020s!!!!

You don't know this but I've cried reading the things you said because it means so much to me.

All the time you put into writing and finding solutions for me.

Also, you find the time to be there for me when nobody is!

Thank you so much I think you would be proud of how far ive come since i met you if you knew mw irl

I love you so much and even if I'm supposed to be your parent (even if you are older than)

you've done more for me than i have ever done for you so thank you.

I love you a lot!!! pepe sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago

( Message 5/?)
Jeo and Miya your like husband and wife always together

Thank you for taking me in as your amor and as your hubby/pookie lmaoo

You guys let me jump in on your convo

I will always remember all the times we flirted with each other and 69time.

(I didn't forget I'm bottom in the 4some or 6some because i don't remember how many people we added)

You guys always made me laugh and blush thank you!!!

I love you guys and please always stay a duo because you guys are great together!!!

I love you mi amor pepe-2 sticker

I love you my wife senya sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago

( Message 6/?)

To the rest of my children

Unknown

Uwu

and Murder is always an option

Thank you for voluenterary to be my kids even though i have to many bbgs/wifes/amors

Thank you for always making me remember not everything i say has to be inappropriate

You guys have to stick together for me!!!!!

Im gonna miss the random convos every 2 days or every 2 weeks

Thank you for all the love a joy you brought me!!! pepe sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago(edited)

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Yanagi.....it feels weird to even be sweet towards you..

Sometimes we making bad jokes on s** or depression other time were venting or its random

we don't even talk about anime/manga/manhwas

Thank you for being a se** mf who i can laugh and cry with lmao

keep laughing about depression please

I love you bunches keep being se**, se**!!! pepe sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago

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Zei thank you for being super sweet upon meeting me

Even if i was dumb and said have you been on home page when we were already on home page lmaooo

Your always going to be my dere dere because you have always been sweet since I've met you.

When i first started talking to you our vibes just clicked

I love you a lot thank you

I will always wish you joy and happiness because that's what you brought me

LOVE YOU!!! pepe sticker

AkemiMember·2 years ago

( Message 9/9)

Things about me you might wanna know before I leave

I was going by Amilia when i first joined now I'm Akemi

Im 14

Birthday:Oct, 1st

Fav colors: dark blue, dusty rose, light pink, or dark green

Fav soda and drink: Dr Pepper and body amour blackout berry

Im half white half hounduran

Im learning piano

I sing

I draw

I love dancing in my room

I'm an Enfp

My fav emojis on here are
pepe sticker

The last thing is I love you guys a lot thank you for being a part of my life in this short time I've been here

I love you all please be safe I will be reply to some of your comments and then I will delete this account

love you all so much this breaks my heart but its whats best for me so please support my decision.

AminaChat Legend·2 years ago

@Akemi I haven't talk with you alot but I wish you all the best My dear. You have played a big part in making this comment section lively again. You'll be missed. 🥰🥰🥰

Ryip·2 years ago

@Akemi You shouldn't undisclose this much personal information over Internet, let alone some random community where crawlers are sniffing each and everything to build giant coss databases able to crack down passwords, identities, etc.

Seems you went through a lot. Have a nice journey ahead of you as you sail away.

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