Comment by Letmedie on Boy Girlfriend - Chapter 167

No wtf is that but whatever y'all I wanted to vent a bit since I can so today I have birthday I didn't get a lack of sleep cause I was crying the whole night because nobody bothered to text me happy birthday and my bf just disappeared so i woke up rly early to atleast look pretty once I spent sm time styling my hair and everything but still my bf just dissapeared the problem is if I love someone I completely depend on them my mood changes rly bad I sh cry and bedrott cause I can't do anything without being sure they love me and so this is how it is with my bf and he actually knows that pretty well but he ignored me the entire day until evening I was crying rly bad the whole day I was waiting for him to atleast say happy birthday but that didnt happen even tho he exactly knows I have it today I school I got a bad grade but yk who cares and then my friends said i look homeless and laughed they also constantly told me about my body and that i wont loose weight if i make it this and that way i once felt pretty and they said i look as if im homeless but whatever so i come home cry and everything i wait for my bf to text i grieve him i need him and then in the late evening he finally texts but he didnt say a single happy birthday and then i was telling him that i need him rly bad rn he said hes tired and dissapeared and this happens all the time not a single happy birthday even my ex texted me and now i give up i shouldve ended it earlier its useless nobody needs me nobody cares about me im a pig how can someone love me ik uselessn