@Constellation Crazy Fujoshi people do not turn into heartless killers in a few days, sometimes it takes years, a consumated sharpshooter that went to several wars told in an interview that his hands get sweaty every single time he has to assemble his rifle... because he knows that the next life he takes, might push him beyond the caring/not caring for people boundary and he is scared of the thing that would go back to his family afterwards...
"Being hero or a villain just depends on the things you choose to destroy to keep on living, still, you should live strong with an unwavering heart" -Dewani90-