Comment by Toji Zenin on Wet Sand - Chapter 88

@Toji Zenin This briefly explains that Ian doesn't want to go back, but somehow he has ended up going back. Now he plans to complete his unfinished task and leave completely.

@Toji Zenin In short, Ian loves TJ deeply and even suggested that they leave the organization behind and run away together, just the two of them... but making that happen is far from simple. Now he’s overwhelmed with guilt, believing that innocent people were hurt because of him, and he’s determined to make things right

@summer ohhh thanks!

@ShinMoon thanks for explaining

@ShinMoon someone will actually belive this

@ShinMoon you know, this sounds totally biased but pretty accurate lol why would he even ask TJ to leave everything behind together if it wasn't for that? how romantic Ian

@nonnoi In that case, one could say that Ian himself is biased toward TJ, because how else can one explain the fact that he has spent twenty years choosing him? My boy is utterly, hopelessly in love

@ShinMoon exactly, there is no reason to deny it when Ian himself is the one doing it clear for us lol