Step 1:
Find a therapist.
Step 2:
Tell this to your therapist.
Step 3:
Reflect.
Step 4:
Just go find one in a barn or smth.
Step 5:
You realise how wrong it's to fu** with a pig.
Step 6:
Idk anymore, it's up to you bud. 😔👍🏼
THE !FYIWAG TEAM! 
WE'RE WORKING FOR MANGAROSIE AND HOHOTOON