Oh G**..... She's who fuucking depressive.... Stop whining about everything, you are marrying a gorgeous, lovely rich guy that understands what you want and knows this is a contract that will benefit both!
Stop hiding everything and reading every single action he does, jeeeezzzz he should've found someone with a better spine and character
G**, your life must be exceptional uneventful. Good for you, but also goddamnit: people are not monoliths, unchanged for centuries. If you abuse a person, especially since childhood, that person will be fuc*** in the head.
FL is a bit shy, scared, tired and distrustful. Given her past, that's the bare minimum. We are lucky she isn't COMPLETELY fuc**** bananas. (Which I strongly suspect your "gorgeous, lovely rich guy" to be, by the way)
You could wait for her to develop a bit without dying, ya know.
