im sad bcos lately i just instantly pass out the mpment my head hits the pillow w/o even materbatjng bcos im so exhausted but wjen i think about it i used tto maste***** before inorder to fall a sleep so idk if should still be sad htat i cant materbate before giong to sleep bcos im too tired or be gratefull bcos i can fall a sleep faster bcos of exhaustion