I can feel what neil is feeling rn. I've been through that before. Well u see, I'm bi. I didn't knew it but i was falling for my best friend. One day we kissed, it was a dare in a game. I let it slide but the next day she kissed me again so another day and another day. We almost slept together. I couldn't help but fall for her I thought she liked me back but she was actually dating a guy and didn't even tell me. When I confessed to her all of a sudden she said no, and said that she's not into girls. She said she only did those things with me bc she was sexually frustrated. It was obvious she was using me. It was 3 years ago and from then till now I couldn't bring myself to fall in love again or to get close to someone again... I'm scared of breaking down and get abandoned all over again. So rn I'm all by myself I don't have not even 1 friend or a lover. I can't socialize with people I just read comics yaoi bls and vent into them. So pls guys just don't hate on neil. It's not that easy he's traumatised...
Comment by Joohaspearl on Path to You - Chapter 38
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Ayo :((, I hope you're feeling slightly better. It must've been horribly painful and difficult going through all of that. I hope you find someone who'll make you feel loved and appreciated for who you are to them, and not just for personal benefits :')
I've also been in a similar situation, it hurts and it sucks because you actually think they liked you but they were just manipulating and taking advantage of you. I definitely understand Neil.
im not reading this but ayo that sucks
Same here, my friend has having this on/off again with this guy who treated her like trash and cheated on her with her best friend and other girls, we would play around and do naughty stuff together but when we're infront of our other friends she would say stuff like I should stop being so flirty with her and that she's not attracted to girls so I should stop what I'm doing. I cut her off after that and found out that her guy call her out to hang out but ditched her in the rain in the ghetto and she had to walk home. Karma is so sweet.
If you wanna be friends I don't mind
I have been used alot but i still trust my new friends very much
If you want I can give you my insta