I think he understands how the things he's done could hurt Suha when he finds out or hurt the people Suha cares for like grandma? and he doesn't want to hurt Suha but he's torn because they're finally happy together :((( but if he doesn't do this then they'll always live scared that Red Hair will do some crazy shiet again. considering everything that's happened and how far he's willing to go.
I really hope they can communicate :(( I don't think Suha understands anything personal about Jiwon's past in the family. He doesn't know about how Jiwon's trauma came from the grandma and how badly Red Hair treated him or how the family doesn't care about him because he's expendable. I would hate for Suha to think Jiwon is the bad guy because he doesn't know
@TK I agree. At this point they are already crazy for each other existence. Now, Jiwoon still take all the burden himself without sharing it with Suha. Every time Suha ask he Always said it is personal. Suha patience here is really commendable. Then he who worried looking for a clue and found the Documents.
Now, all they need is communication. Jiwoon need to talk all about his trauma so that Suha can helped him go through it. Then, Suha need try to find a solution to makes Jiwoon live in present and maybe but in when needed if the brawls with red head gone awry. Later, he also need to be prepared to smack a sense to Jiwoon when needed if he did something too far. Especially, he need to be prepared to confront Jiwoon if he still make him holed up in the house after the red hair gone for good.