@Agressive Omega plz judge away. It's totally valid. I am also hardcore judging myself for my double standards. One of the things I like about mature bls is they show us different parts of ourselves.
For example I hate reading about r@pe in certain dynamics where the victim is so twink-like that to me registers as pure child SA not because the twink is a child but because they have a child-like body it just disgusts me to no end. And I find it impossible to stomach.
Now let's talk about roses and champagne (you ask such sharp questions btw makes this so interesting... Anyway) with R&C, Lee had already accepted to f*ck Tsar, they literally set a date and everything. But Lee thought he could tease tsar then skip town.
He walked right into that one. I can't defend him. Caesar is literally THE mafia l0rd I don't know why Lee thought he could just escape after edging Tsar for that long already.
Granted the violence was a bit much but when it comes to BL I don't believe in takebacksies like Lee was trying to do, naaaah a deal is a deal *evil laugh*
Of course these are not my thoughts in real life situations, just in BL universe.
I love red string requests!!!! I'm caught up to the latest chapter (48). I love a cry baby top plus pair that with a power bottom.... Heaven 😍💗🥳💖.
About needing mental preparation before reading heartbreaking stuff I totally get what you mean. But for me now I keep reading it even though it might break my soul into a thousand pieces💔.
Lover boy already destroyed me💣🧨💥. I don't think anything is still left. In fact I'll be happy if something can break my heart at least I'll know there is still something left to break you know 🤣😅.
As for names... I also only remember names of characters I'm obsessed with otherwise I just describe them by their features 🙈🙈
For example I hate reading about r@pe in certain dynamics where the victim is so twink-like that to me registers as pure child SA not because the twink is a child but because they have a child-like body it just disgusts me to no end. And I find it impossible to stomach.
Now let's talk about roses and champagne (you ask such sharp questions btw makes this so interesting... Anyway) with R&C, Lee had already accepted to f*ck Tsar, they literally set a date and everything. But Lee thought he could tease tsar then skip town.
He walked right into that one. I can't defend him. Caesar is literally THE mafia l0rd I don't know why Lee thought he could just escape after edging Tsar for that long already.
Granted the violence was a bit much but when it comes to BL I don't believe in takebacksies like Lee was trying to do, naaaah a deal is a deal *evil laugh*
Of course these are not my thoughts in real life situations, just in BL universe.
I love red string requests!!!! I'm caught up to the latest chapter (48). I love a cry baby top plus pair that with a power bottom.... Heaven 😍💗🥳💖.
About needing mental preparation before reading heartbreaking stuff I totally get what you mean. But for me now I keep reading it even though it might break my soul into a thousand pieces💔.
Lover boy already destroyed me💣🧨💥. I don't think anything is still left. In fact I'll be happy if something can break my heart at least I'll know there is still something left to break you know 🤣😅.
As for names... I also only remember names of characters I'm obsessed with otherwise I just describe them by their features 🙈🙈
