@ilayandtaeui_catboy I think N truly believed that S was the person he played in front of N. And N was a little in love with that S. But if S hadn't invented this "enemy-abuser" for himself, their relationship with N would have fizzled out very quickly for both of them. But the situation has gone so far that now he may want to end the relationship with S, but he simply cannot, because it would be like a betrayal.
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