@FreakyHorse haii, maybe you should try "The edge of ambiguity", it's not bdsm but it is kinda deep and psychological, this one reminds me of "Eighteen's bedroom". another one might be "Saturday's Master", again, it isn't as cruel as this, but it is bdsm and goes through mc and ml emotional struggles.
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